Crushes ?

Do you feel the same way I do or am I the only one?

Recently, I've been feeling strangely.. something I've never felt before.. Is it just me or do feel like the only person in the world when I see him? Its a great and scary feeling..

The great part is that we disturb each other a lot! Like lately, yesterday actually, I was in school until night because of our speech day ceremony. I was on council duty outside the hall and he was helping out with some tech-stuff.. We met the day before during stage-deco and we were goofing off! I didn't feel anything then. But yesterday, it just happened! I don't know how but yeah... You see, I was outside the hall and I was in-charge of opening and closing the door. At that time, no one was coming in yet so I closed the door and leaned against it. My friend had gone to the wash room. Then he pushed the door i was leaning on and I almost fell! He came out laughing and apologizing at the same time! At that time, I really felt stupid and wanted to face-palm myself! I didnt know what to do so I giggled back.. He then walked down the corridoor..

I seriously could not stop smiling! I was like "what the hell just happened?". But then he came back again and this time he was teasing me ! "See la, all because of you I go the wrong way!" he said in a joking-trying-to-be-serious way.

And i was like "what I do?" in a scared way. I dunno why I said that! I felt so stupid after that! Then he and his friend went upstairs. They were looking down from up. Then they were waving, so I waved back only to the point of realizing that they were waving at their teacher! WOW, that really deserved a face-palm! I felt so stupid I tried avoiding him. After the ceremony, everyone went to the bus-stop. He was there with his group of friends and I was there with my 2 other friends. I really thought we would be taking the same bus, but he took the next one. I felt so lonely even though my friends were there. 

What does this mean? Am I crazy? I told one of my friends about it and she said I had feelings for him. Do I? I thought it was a friendly thing but I guess not.. 

Then his friend, earlier that day, asked me what was my name. My classmate told him but I didn't know any of their names! *awkward*

I don't know his name or have his facebook account, how am I supposed to start conversation? I seriously don't know what to do now. I won't be seeing him until Monday, at least I hope I do.. 

I feel bad because i haven't told my best friend about it.. sorry .. 

I think I miss him, I don't know, I still feel that loneliness.

Have you guys felt that way before? Am I the only one? I hope not.. 

I cant wait for Monday, I hope I don't do anything stupid requiring a face-palm! 

Will update this on Monday, hopefully something great happens! <3

Bye for now (: