Monday~

So today, during morning assembly, I tried looking for him but since I didn't know his class, I couldn't find him. I was so upset..  Even during class i tried looking if he had walked pass my class but he didn't .
After that came recess, I was really hoping he was having the same recess as me. I kept my eyes wide open, searching for him like gold .. :P
Then, I saw his friend, the one that asked me for my name. I was so glad! He was having the same recess as me! So I went around the whole canteen with my friend searching for him.. It was awkward but i didn't care. Sadly, we couldn't find him ..
Next lesson came and I was so upset I didn't see him. Our teacher was running late so we stood outside the class for like 15 minutes. Just then, he and his two friends were walking down the corridoor my classroom was on. I didn't know what to do, luckily i saw my friend and quickly waved at her ..  Then as he and his friends walk by, one of them said ''Who she waving at?'' and then they turn to the direction I was looking at and they saw my friend.

I WAS SO HAPPY AFTER SEEING HIM !!
After that, all i felt in my heart was like 'Na na na na na ~'  again and again ...
Even until now I can hear it screaming that line ! <3

Hope I will see him tomorrow and make conversation with him ..
Thank you (:  bye for now ~

Crushes ?

Do you feel the same way I do or am I the only one?

Recently, I've been feeling strangely.. something I've never felt before.. Is it just me or do feel like the only person in the world when I see him? Its a great and scary feeling..

The great part is that we disturb each other a lot! Like lately, yesterday actually, I was in school until night because of our speech day ceremony. I was on council duty outside the hall and he was helping out with some tech-stuff.. We met the day before during stage-deco and we were goofing off! I didn't feel anything then. But yesterday, it just happened! I don't know how but yeah... You see, I was outside the hall and I was in-charge of opening and closing the door. At that time, no one was coming in yet so I closed the door and leaned against it. My friend had gone to the wash room. Then he pushed the door i was leaning on and I almost fell! He came out laughing and apologizing at the same time! At that time, I really felt stupid and wanted to face-palm myself! I didnt know what to do so I giggled back.. He then walked down the corridoor..

I seriously could not stop smiling! I was like "what the hell just happened?". But then he came back again and this time he was teasing me ! "See la, all because of you I go the wrong way!" he said in a joking-trying-to-be-serious way.

And i was like "what I do?" in a scared way. I dunno why I said that! I felt so stupid after that! Then he and his friend went upstairs. They were looking down from up. Then they were waving, so I waved back only to the point of realizing that they were waving at their teacher! WOW, that really deserved a face-palm! I felt so stupid I tried avoiding him. After the ceremony, everyone went to the bus-stop. He was there with his group of friends and I was there with my 2 other friends. I really thought we would be taking the same bus, but he took the next one. I felt so lonely even though my friends were there. 

What does this mean? Am I crazy? I told one of my friends about it and she said I had feelings for him. Do I? I thought it was a friendly thing but I guess not.. 

Then his friend, earlier that day, asked me what was my name. My classmate told him but I didn't know any of their names! *awkward*

I don't know his name or have his facebook account, how am I supposed to start conversation? I seriously don't know what to do now. I won't be seeing him until Monday, at least I hope I do.. 

I feel bad because i haven't told my best friend about it.. sorry .. 

I think I miss him, I don't know, I still feel that loneliness.

Have you guys felt that way before? Am I the only one? I hope not.. 

I cant wait for Monday, I hope I don't do anything stupid requiring a face-palm! 

Will update this on Monday, hopefully something great happens! <3

Bye for now (: